Trying to live with my pain, my life never be the same
Taste me as into a game, I need suffering to become insane
Trying to tell one hand to escape from this pain
I love my selfdestruction cause everyday grows my addiction
No more thing keep myself just a little something
Which helps my mind to get well even face at my own death
Playing against myself, my life has no matter
Trapped inside my illusion, living into another world with my dreams
Life become useless, attracted by my need of an eternal sleep
Your world has no happiness, day after day despair my rules, my act, my dreams
Death's just an escape through nothingness
Nothingness I say, do you understand?
Let me just hope again, all the thins I'll can never touch
Unreality flow in my veins, roaming across another dream,
Enigma of death
Crying, shooting again and again, a vast pleasure across my memories
Shorted existence burnt si fast to die into our reality
To forever touch eternity behind the mirror of illusion
Pictures of my forgotten past, no more thing keep my self
Just a little something which help my mind to keep well
Even face of my cold grave, playing against myself
My life has no matter, trapped inside my illusion
Living into another world with my dreams, life become useless
Attracted by my need of an eternal sleep, your world has no happiness
Day after day despair my rules, my act, my dreams
Death's just an escape through nothingness
Nothingness I say, do you understand?
Let me just hope again, all the thins I'll can never touch
Unreality flow in my veins
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